i am darwinism...

Do you think you know me?
You probably think you do,
but I am darwinism...
changing my molecular structure
to do nothing...
something...anything...
i made her grab me last night,
pulling me close before she went off to sleep
between snores and pushing the sheet away from her leg
All the while I am still evolving,
trying to make skip a few generations,
but it is pointless
i can't manifest another me
without the use of science
but I'll still attempt to change me,
taking bits and pieces of others to try to create a new double helix
without a background in genetics.
I keep pretending I know what I'm doing
but half the time I'm as lost as her
Stumbling through a monotonous routine of complacency
Promising to buy her a new piece of mediocrity
While trying to wrap it in gold
So that we can pretend it's worth more than it is,
Even though we know
This is just the beginning of our structural change...