Sometimes it's just too much and you have to take a breath...

Things are not good for me right now...
(I know they will pass and I know others have it worse)
I am in my own funk now...The funk has spread to my guts and makes it feel like there is rotten meat in my stomach. I made myself throw up because of it, but it didn't make it better.
Even my morning coffee wasn't enough and the cold peaches tasted wrong...
So I came home early today, not able to be of benefit to anyone.
I slept. I tried to get away from it and it's still there.
The rotten meat...the sadness...the emptiness...
I am in my own funk now...I need to remember to breathe...